Coming to a secret location soon.

If You Promise Me Desire

This dream began the night before, continuing into last night.

All my dreams revolve around school days, both in high school and as a young adult. A man, someone I do not know but seem to be unafraid of, comes to a house I am sharing with some school/house mates. So I know this is a dream of university days, of house sharing, of stability amongst instability, again.

He is a friend of the good friend I am rooming with, yet we do not speak throughout the dream of entire two nights. He is familiar yet foreign, urging little horses to come to me while he looked from behind the door or a distance away. The largest of these horses was the size of a small pony; the three or four others were between the sizes of a big palm and an arm. They had silky manes, were of soft colors and the largest a rich chocolate under its black plastic-like mane.

They came from his instruction and nudged me with kisses. Kisses, contact, and sometimes I felt to be the gentle insistent touch. The contact under my slip, if nectar could penetrate skin, and skin could taste, that was it.

There is another part to this. When I find permanent words.

These two need no undergarments



Gotham Men’s Shirt

In Black and White

What I Do With These Hands When No One Is Looking

Dark Star Fringed Choker

Dark Star Fringed Choker

The chokers have gone home with somebody.
I want to make more. I’m making more.

Come down, come down, you!

Forbidden Images

All of the clips used in this film came from a reel of 35mm nitrate, found in an old theater somewhere in Pennsylvania.

The movement, dresses, millinery, the body language in them. What about the part the legs are drawn on? Or when the wind blew up That Black Dress? Is the music in my head in yours too?

I am enthralled. So much sensuality it makes one…

Face of the Devil

Face of the Devil

We are going to walk a long, long road together puppy.

The most useless conversation ever

“Maybe my attachment was too big and the email bounced. What’s the size of your email mailbox?”

“Normal size.”

I would like to swap my dog for a pigeon please

Pigeons Carry Drugs Into Jail

Pigeons wearing backpacks are carrying drugs into jails, prison authorities have discovered.

Drugs and mobile phones were being smuggled into cells more and more often but surveillance cameras unearthed no unusual activity.

It was only when a suspicious guard noticed some birds having difficulty flying that the ruse was discovered.

 

instant squash

三郎

Day Before Yesterday:
Bee Bee spicy snack (expired); some two packets of instant bee hoon

Yesterday:
3/4 of Nonya CNY loveletters kept snugly in the large milo tin

Today:
Tom Yum Goong instant noodles (no flavoring or oil added please)

三郎 gets his paws on all these when (i) I’m out (ii) he thinks eating all these will magic us there, beside him, instantly, like instant noodles (iii) he thinks he has not poo-ed enough for me to wipe his ass!!

Ideally I’d like to orange squash him.

a little goth will not choke

From lace and rope we bring you this little gothlita choker. Great with nipple tassels but let’s go slowww…

Gothlita choker in the store. In black only.
(Please ring and place your order before coming down.)

The ache of marriage:

thigh and tongue, beloved,
are heavy with it,
it throbs in the teeth

We look for communion
and are turned away, beloved,
each and each

It is leviathan and we
in its belly
looking for joy, some joy
not to be known outside it

two by two in the ark of
the ache of it.

- Denise Levertov